Reflections On My Journey With Loving And Losing

  • A Time Of Uncertainty

    In autumn of 2016, Paul and I had come to one of our regular appointments with the oncologist. We were so sure everything would be fine. But the oncologist informed us that Paul's PSA had gone up a little. He said that there was no need to get worried just yet but that it seemed like Zytiga was slowly losing effect.

    I remember that we drove home in silence. The minute we got in, Paul switched on the TV and tried…

  • We Remember Them

    We Remember Them (by Rabbi Sylvan Kamens and Rabbi Jack Riemer)

     

    At the rising of the sun and at its going down

    We remember them.

    At the blowing of the wind and in the chill of winter

    We remember them.

    At the opening of the buds and in the rebirth of spring

    We remember them.

    At the blueness of the skies and in the warmth of summer

    We remember them.

    At the rustling of the leaves and in the beauty of autumn

    We remember…

  • The Good Times

    I met my husband Paul in June of 2009 in Marburg, a small town in Germany, where we both attended a Buddhist seminar. Being from Germany originally, I had been living in the small town in the south of Germany for many years, whereas Paul had come from Dublin in Ireland to join the weekend course. I think Paul and I would probably never have spoken to one another, if one of the lectures during the seminars hadn't been…