as time goes on I hate this disease more and more. At the start I was 'ignorant', not necesssarily a good thing, but that is where I was. I hate watching my beautiful daughter go through all she has too. My I REALLY HATE CANCER days have invaded my life as much as the disease has invaded hers. I'm not being self pitying...why should we not go through this in the same way that millions of others do!! JUST BLOODY HATE IT.
I 'm now in August and my daughter died on July 15th 2010. She was 19 and I so hate the cancer that took her. Last night was awful watching her sister, who is 21, have yet another breakdown. This CANCER has robbed me and my family of so much. I know my life will never be the same, but I'm also grieving for my other daughter as she tries to cope with the loss of her sister.
SO NOT IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY!!! But my mood is one of so much sorrow. Love to you. PEABS XXXXXX
