Well its what we all dread and hope never happens but looks like Im back on the rollercoaster again!
Havent felt well for weeks, and couldnt exactly put my finger on it but as we all know we know our own bodies pretty well.
After much harrassment from members of this site ( who will remain unamed!) lol I made an appointment with my gp yesterday.
Outcome, lots of blood taken - (at least 4 blackpuddings worth) some tamazapan to help me sleep and an urgent referal back to breast clinic. Ok I thought nothing really bad, everything will be Ok.
Got home today after a lovely lunch with my boss and his wife and my mother telling me a lovely lady called Catherine rang 3 times, left a number but wouldnt say what it was about. Call her back - gp - breast clinic wednesday ;0(
My feelings........ calm at the moment. Everything lately has been getting back on track. Felt better as a person, confidence was coming back. Even stopped thinking about bloody C when I woke up every morning!!!
Anyway I am determined not to let it get me down - its the waiting again that makes me upset and as soon as I know what is wrong I can deal with it - might be nothing!!!......however Im away next week so wont be going to appointment so its the following. What !!! I hear Lanzy and Jayne cry....get your arse there now girl!!! Im a stubborn bint as you all know ......... ;0)
Anyway feel better getting that off my chest - oh the puns Dave of Formby where are you my darlin!!! - Ill keep you updated
L xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
