I put up my Christmas tree today and I am sitting here, just me and the crazy mutt Summit and it feels very odd because I am still here and I shouldn't be. I never expected to see Christmas 2008 and here the old Bird is, still giving it wellie and still causing havoc and still living with late stage Ovarian cancer and secondaries and beside some back pain, I am doing very well. I had a major blonde/chemo/morphine moment…