The Cornish mead wine went down a treat and the food wasn't bad either and then unlike our Debs, I went off to Asda for some bits and then home to change and stick my face on and then off out to the club before opening time to see my mates and have a chin wag before they started work for the night. No one looked happy to be there, blimey I would kill to be back there working but then again I love my job. I did however have my doorman's badge on me just in case a punch up occurred, which it did and I grabbed a bloke trying to join in on the act and locked his arms and held him there until the others had been removed, he looked quite shocked but hey ho!!!!. I didn't drink very much (This comment directed straight at Drew!!!!) so unlike some, I did not have a hangover but oh my poor old feet were giving it wellie. I never ware high heels, I don't need to I wore a thin pair of socks with my trainers but because one of the side effects with Caelyx is sore feet, oh did I suffer, you have to keep your feet cool, so at 5 am I hobbled home and when I removed my foot ware, I watched the steam rise off my feet, they did cool down after a day of waring flip flops ah lovely!!!!! So yesterday myself and happiness on a stick aka Kev sorted out the sloes we had picked and combined the sloes with sugar and gin, so I have 3 litres of sloe gin on the go, should be ready for xmas (HIC!!). I also made some bramble and apple jelly which is divine. Some times I worry that soon I will take up knitting or something like that, but I think that will be down to time and temperature...meaning..when hell freezes over but you never know!!!!! Well today I spoke to my wonderful GP, my sick note needs replacing, I wish it didn't so I could go back to work but I know that is not possible yet, she is signing me off for another 6 months (bugger) I have 4 more chemos to go and that will make the grand total 23 bouts of poison but I am not going to moan, I am still here!!! Love and hugs to those who want them...Carol xx
I am not dying of cancer, I am living with it
