Im actually feeling better today and its been great,ive been off codeine and tramadol since Wed and im sure its helping me the pains still there and noticable but im not letting it get the better of me any more,i will never get better or fitter if i sit on my arse drinking tea and eating cakes all day and i feel sorry for myself im just letting this win,so as from tomorrow im going to have to push myself just a little bit more each day,im sure it will be worth it, Im hoping to do something nice with Billy this week even if its just walking somewhere,i love this time of year,much more colourful,the turn of the trees,the sky,the dark water at the beach. Im sure he was sick of the sight of hospitals,so was i mind you but when your the patient you just get on with it,hoping to get better.
Katies 14th birthday today and we had the usual family round which was great,although we had an indian which although was lovely i ate far too much and ive bairly moved from the sofa all night,id bought a sainsburys birthday cake but everyone agreed the next birthday cake we get it has to be from the Italian pastry shop,just no beating it! I guess ive put on about a stone since i was diagnosed in July,and im aware that it could be worse,but it could be better,my oldest son has decided that he is giving up fags on Monday so ive decided im giving up junk food........hopefully ill be able to stick to it! (Im staying away from the pasty shop!)
