Well,the operation went fine,now lopsided(sic),will shortly commence chemo so i will hopefully get the all clear some months from now.I have accepted i have cancer,and can now talk about it without getting upset.Now for the future,ABOVE AND BEYOND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yet another restless night worrying about my op on Monday morning.I will be glad when this is finished with one way or the other.
Phone call to-day,the 12th,I'm into Hospital on Sunday for operation on Monday morning,i've got to have"one of the lads removed",which is a bit worrying.So i'll have to wait to see if it's spreadi'm also somewhat scared,i wont look the same afterwards.The wife says she is not worried,but i am.I'm hoping i can do this without getting too depressed,time will tell.
Been nearly a week,still waiting to see the dude at the QE Birmingham wheteher or not it has spread,or even if i have TC.The wait is killing us,every time the phone rings i jump 6 foot in the air.Just wish they would hurry up.On another note,now i don't get upset when i tell people i may have cancer,i have accepted that i may have,i just need it confirming.
