to all my friends well how are you all feeling not to bad I hope I am having a lot of bad days now the thought of never eating is really playing on my mind every part or the day but mostly at meal times, my moods get very black which is no good to any one and makes for bad feeling in the house they say that they can understand but I dont think that you really can unless it is happening to you it has been over 2 years since I last ate anything and drinking is just as bad, I can not go out to the Pub for a drink because I cannot drink more than a few sips at a time over an hour other wise the fluid goes down my wind pipe and I cough and splutter and end up spitting dirty Phlegm into kitchen roll that I have to carry around with me all the time, still thats enough about me how are all my friends getting on I do hope that the BIG C has not left you with too many presents.
Bye for now
Grandadbob14 (James)
