This week my mum was diagnosed with Lung Cancer.
We are yet to see the Lung Specialists, we see them on Tuesday, we dont know what options we have or what stage it is classed at.
I feel frightened, scared, angry - I feel like I want to curl up into a ball and come out when its all over, but for my mum I can't. She looks so well and fit, the Dr's have said they've never seen a case like it, where the patient is showing no signs of lung cancer or any secondary cancer - hence they mis-diagnosed it at first.
Im not sure Ive ever felt so sad. Its like someone has come and picked my whole family up and turned them upside down.
I am wishing my days away at the moment, Tuesday 24th seems like a life time away at the moment.
Im just so scared. I cant imagine my life without my mum xx
