Thought whole point of Palliative Care was to make the patient comfy?
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As you know, Peter was admitted to hospital on Sunday 14th Feb and it was found he had pneumonia with an underlying virus. They kept him in an assessment ward for 2 days until transferring him to the Respiratory Ward in the same hospital. He has struggled on with his breathing even with the oxygen and has not been able to eat, or even drink much at all. He has terrible heartburn and was really feeling poorly. Has been sat up 24 hours a day with very little sleep in between due to the comings and goings of a busy ward. Most of us know this old story!
Peter's lungs are full of fluid as is his abdomen. The abdomen ascites is what is causing the sickness because of the strain on the stomach. This has also been affecting any medication he has been given over the last 10 days. Sickness tablets, morphine etc has not really been very effective. As we know nothing about medicals much, we sat watching him deteriorate before our eyes. The drainage of the lungs and the abdo could not go ahead due to the Warfarin causing his INR levels to be so high. They stopped the Warfarin on the 15th February but his blood carried on getting thinner and thinner, which is OK-ish for someone suffering from clots caused by cancer thickening the blood but not for a surgical proceedure. They couldn't really work out why his bloods were not thickening up again while off the Warfarin but he was on antibiotics which could be why! Saturday he finished the antibiotics so we have fingers x'd things will get better for this week. The Doc did say last Thursday that if things were going well Peter could have the drainage done, in three stages and be home by next Friday.
Couldn't contact anyone over the weekend regarding him coming home, ie: District Nurses etc because there is nobody available to speak too. So we sat patiently waiting for Monday morning when I could start ? arranging for him to come home. In the meantime the nursing staff, including the Sister on the ward were running themselves ragged trying to cope with the D&V virus on the ward, it is horrendous. I have to say, the staff are all wonderful but shattered.
So, yesterday I contacted the Macmillan Nurse who has been assigned to us and surprise, surprise, she is on holiday from Friday for a fortnight. We have met her twice in the 16 months Peter has had the cancer that is all! So she told me to contact the District Nurse to arrange for an airbed to be delivered for him. This he needs now because he has a Grade 1 pressure sore and has got this sort of mattress in the hospital at the moment. The DN started going on about him not having it when they were looking after him and why does he have it now. She moaned about getting a mattress. She asked what the Palliative Nurses were doing? I said he had not seen any! She asked why he didn't have a syringe pump fitted? I didn't know? This apparently is how they get any medication into the system pretty well straight away. I am so concerned now that I seem to have to find things out for myself!!
Peter had the syringe pump fitted at 8.00 last night, so something got moving at least and when I phoned this morning they said he was much brighter. He phoned me a little later and said he had had some breakfast and did not have any heartburn. I cannot tell you how happy that made me feel and cheered me up no end.
Then 10 minutes ago I get a phone call from Peter to say the Registrar had just been to see him and they have decided not to do any more invasive things to him, so will not be draining the lungs or abdo afterall and they are sending him home on oxygen. They reckon his lungs and abdo will fill up again because it is cancer after all! He is gutted, I am gutted..... I asked for the cancer not to be mentioned to him at all. Even the Oncologist yesterday didn't mention anything at my request bless him. I have phoned the palliative people and they are going to find out why the change of plan for Peter's comfort! I am so so scared. I have tried phoning him back but cannot get a reply, they won't let me onto the ward if I go down even. He needs me to be there and I'm not WHY WON'T ANYONE LISTEN TO ME!!!
Will give an update as and when I can.
Cherryl
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Cherryl, Jenni and Julie, you are all in my thoughts. Wishing you tons of strength and lots of love.
Hi again. Julie, haven't given Neighbours a thought for years, yes there was a Jo Mangol wasn't there, he was quite funny, in fact, Peter and I went to one of his one man shows in Cardiff some years ago and he was good.
Haven't noticed much confusion yet but he does tend to stare at you if he has just woken, as if he cannot quite remember where he is? He is sleeping most of the time now but that is because he is full up with morphine and anti-depressents. Hadn't realised he was getting these until last night but hey, if they help him through this last journey I'm grateful.
The Mac Nurse didn't turn up today, surprise, surprise but not bothered because we have such good care from the District Nurses. Mac Nurse asked me (on the phone) last week, if I was sleeping OK, she suggested I go to the GP. Trouble is, how can one look after somebody when you are zonked out? Will catch up on my beauty sleep at a later stage!!
Thanks to all of you for getting in touch. I put this blog out to aid anyone else in the same position and perhaps get them to join in, as on other blogs.
Hi all,-a question for all you ladies in the same boat. Are you being kept up to date with your hubbies illness?
Back in Januray, Ian was told he had 3 months, fast forward to now when they are saying it will be 'soon' and indeed he is very very poorly as i write this.
No one at any point has ever explained Ians cancer to me, ie what will happen as it progresses etc, Fortunately i have researched a lot on the net and think i am probably an expert now on secondary cancer in the liver. If i ask any questions all i get is nods, sympathetic smiles and telling me it will be 'soon'.
I really need to know what is going to happen and how long they think it will be as everytime a knew symptom appears i am panicking thinking 'is this it?'
All through Ians illness i have never really wanted a prognosis but know i NEED to know and i NEED to know what will happen so i can prepare myself.
Has anyone else experienced this? Cheryl have they explained anything to you?
