just got back from the hospital , mum passed about 5 pm .
thanks for all your support love carol xx
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thanks so much you lovely people , can't tell you how much your support means to me . i feel so alone and lost .feel weird coz i havn't really cried just a few tears have trickled down at odd times like when i read your comments .i'm confussed , i feel sad for me because i'm missing my mum ,but i feel MORE relieved for mum that her pain and suffering is over.
i know i will fall to bits at the funeral ,i cry all through them no matter who it is , god how will i cope with my MUMS .
i came out of that room after saying goodbye to her ,and all i said , without thinking is ,I'M AN ORPHAN now , blimey i felt about 4 not 54
i lost my dad at 15 , so how lucky i was to have mum so long.
thanks again you special people.a special thanks to dev (you angel) she sat up on msm last night for ages with me till i felt a little better big hugs to all love carol xx.
I have been thinking about you a lot these past few days and hope you are coping ok. If you need someone to chat to please personal message me and I will send you my telephone number. I have broad shoulders and make a good listener.
Right now you probably can't see any light at the end of the tunnel but it does get easier - I promise.
