One week ago today I lost one of the most precious things in my life..... my dad. It was 7 weeks since he was admitted into hospital til the day he died from a brain tumour and yet it seems like a lifetime ago. Not a day went by where I didn't go to see dad and now he is gone I am left with such a big empty hole in my life and my heart. People constantly tell you " it gets easier" but right now all I think is "how?" I lived down the road from my dad and even before he became ill I would see him most days and if not I would speak to him on the phone and it is just so so so so hard for us all. The funeral is in 4 days and although I want it to arrive, I don't cos I do not want to have to say goodbye forever to my dad.... the one who has always been there for me.
