I would like to stop this year here and now. I don't want a new year. We did not think this year could get worse but it did so we don't need a New one.
Christmas was very quiet I managed to get Bert up at 3 in time to go to our daughters for Christmas dinner where he managed a couple of hours and did manage to eat not too bad. He looked exhausted and we were home and he was back in bed by 7 and asleep right away. He slept for all of Boxing day and was awake for a while yesterday. I don't know if he is better off asleep or not as he is having lots of panic attacks when he is awake.
I have tickets for the family to go to the Panto tomorrow as he loves going especially if we are all going.
I imagine the New Year period will be much the same as Christmas only apart from the Panto we are not going anywhere so he can sleep to his hearts content. As for me I don't usually bother with celebrating anyway so it won't matter just be like any other day.
Love Teri
