Some of you may have heard of me speak of my sister in law Edna . She was diagnosed with spinal cancer ten years ago . I have all ways held her up as one person whohad got the better of this monster, when talking to those on chat who are new and afriad of the future . She having been in remission for ten years.
Well as it says i title IT DON'T GO AWAY . Got home from work tonight and had a message on mobile <never take it with me > ha!. Well it was from Edna she had just got results from last blood tests and yes its started to come back the counts are high and getting higher . She said she knew there was some thing wrong when she had to see the head man . hE told her they were not going to do any thing at this stage unless she started getting ill again , they would wait till next bloods , six months from now . Seems to me that a long time in this game eh! folk's. She got the two standered messages don't worry ha1 think possitive ha!.
Over the last two years i have spent a lot off time on chat and i hope i have been able to help a few of those i have spoke to like i was helped when i first came on . Edna has been there for me all the way through my illness but when i spoke to her tonight i just cried , my worry is that i won't be able to help her and my brother when they need me most .In fact this has realy knocked me back i may need some more help my self in the near future .
