Hi everyone
Its been nearly two months since my last post and I dont know where the time has gone.
Christmas was great...... we went to our daughters for dinner and came back stuffed to overflowing........ Boxing Day they all came to us along with no.3 son and his partner and little girl and our latest grand-daughter and her mum.
Hubby is now having counselling with Macmillan but it doesnt seem to be helping much...could be the time of year as we have not long had the anniversary of his brothers passing.
Its also been confirmed from x-rays and a scan that our brother-in-law has a cancerous tumar on his lung. He goes in on tues for his biopsy but have already told him 6 months without treatment.
Our sister-in-law is having her bowel investigated as she has been losing blood since sept last year.
The truth is I have'nt been in the right frame of mind to come on here.....well I've looked but have had days when its been so sad I just couldn't answer anyone as I was feeling so low.
I felt that I wouldn't be of any help to anyone in their times of desperate need of support...... I am so sorry for letting all of you down. I feel awful and ashamed after having such fantastic support from so many wonderful people.
So much has been going on within the family, phone calls, visits, hospitals.......... I guess that is where the time has gone.
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