Well mum' still here fighting on! Been told she will likely pass away this month due to complications caused by her cancer she' started having strokes and can now hardly talk and is out of it she can say some words though bless her and i think she recognises me:) I'm still not giving up though even if sj eis in one of those rooms on her own for the very ill peoole she is having fluid on a drip and I'm forcing her to have her oxygen don' want to give up on her but I know deep down this is it. Can't believe in space of about 4 weeks she' gone from looking completely fine with no symptoms atall to all of a sudden at deaths door. So surreal :/new were in India in nov its crazy and so unfair shes only 73!! I seem to be coping at the moment but God knows what I 'l be like after. Just trying to carry on and keep strong x
