I put up my Christmas tree today and I am sitting here, just me and the crazy mutt Summit and it feels very odd because I am still here and I shouldn't be. I never expected to see Christmas 2008 and here the old Bird is, still giving it wellie and still causing havoc and still living with late stage Ovarian cancer and secondaries and beside some back pain, I am doing very well. I had a major blonde/chemo/morphine moment the other day, I was left standing in my kitchen covered in baked beans!!!!!!!!! DOH, I pulled the ring pull on the bloody tin and then decided to shake the tin, leaving baked beans and tomatoe sauce all over myself and my kitchen!!!!! I meant to shake the tin first Ummmmmmm!!!!! I did find it funny though, what a stupid thing to do!!!! Anyway my lovelies, this is just to say, never give up and keep fighting and never shake beans after you loosen the lid!!!! Love and hugs to those who want them as always........Carol xxxx
I am not dying of cancer, I am living with it
