Where do i start , i know i havent been around for a while but i wanted to thankyou all so so much for your messages and kind words ,but if im honest since the bad news i had about my friend i have found it very hard coming on here , not just because of that but ive also had some things happen in my personal life which have made me a lot more positive and i really need to focus on getting my head round it and trying to look towards the future ,whatever that may be , when i got the bad news about my friend i was obviously devastated but with the help of a close friend ,i have once again turned it into a positive thing , which bless her she wants too , so for now im just trying to get my head straight, before we cope with christmas which im dreading ,but i will get through it as i do everything else , ive never given up and i dont intend to now,
But i am thinking of you all, i will come back to chat soon, and if anyone wants to talk plz feel free to email me , snoopyjenni@yahoo.co.uk,especially caroline /celiswan huge hugs to you huni xx
i do check in every few days to see how everyone is , for now love and hugs to you all xxxx
