.....Cancer, no longer just a 'word' that happens to other people. Do any of you feel the same? Or am I just being a selfish *****? Its only now that it no longer rolls off my lips like any other word, it now sticks in my throat like a massive lump of pity. I keep saying it in my head over and over and over, you know sometimes when you say a word, any word, over and over it loses its meaning? Its almost as if I keep saying it in my head then it will lose its meaning and significance, is that dumb? Still coming to terms with it, hope it gets easier to cope with, got to stay strong for my wee dad.
