Blimey what is going on with this site, I had enough problems before but this one well!!!! First of all I need to say sorry to all my mates for not saying hi but the Kezzer is doing well, I am still off all treatment and that is because it hasn't worked for me and makes me cronically sick so my crazy onc and I have decided to just go with the flow. I saw my onc two weeks ago and he said that if he didn't know better, he says I look very well and healthy and besides this damn tiredness I would feel that way too. My tumours seem to be behaving at the moment and no new ones have appeared that I know of. I have to say that even though I am terminal, since I had to throw my partner out in January because he couldn't cope with me having cancer, I mentally have improved in leaps and bounds, I am less stressed and my animals keep me going, living alone isn't so bad. I would have been going on the canals now, Kev wanted me to go with him as 'friends' but I can't be friends with a man who threw me away because of cancer. I have been going mad out in the garden with my shears, my veg beds have been cleared and I am still up to my armpits in tomatoes from the greenhouse!!!!!! Well guys I have to go, I need a bucket of tea and a massive chunk of strawberry cheesecake before I curl up on the sofa with my dog for the evening!!!!! Love and hugs to those that want them...Carol the I've put some weight on Kezzerbird xxxxx
I am not dying of cancer, I am living with it
