Where to start...ive been reading over this site for a few days now and just couldnt start a thread not even to introduce myself.
So i decided to blog ,to use it to gabble away my worrys & fears.
Im 39 and my partner paul is 38 he hasnt been well for a couple of months now,he had blood tests 10 days ago on the friday by saturday morning he was admitted to hospital.
We sat waiting to see the doctor i sensed that we…