Approaching 3rd chemo

My third chemo is due in 4 days, really hope it's not delayed again but as I'm still battling this cold I'm fully expecting it to be put back again :( Had awful news last Wednesday that my father in law's oral cancer has spread all over his skull and his consultant has advised his he has 3 months. He's been through such a lot, massive 11hr last November, skin and bone grafts, radiotherapy and recovered well or so we thought until he began to have a lot of pain... This is why. I'm absolutely devastated, he's one of the nicest men you could ever meet. My husband is holding it together but I know his heart is breaking. He's has his Dad's cancer to face, mine 6 months later and now trying to accept that he is actually going to lose his Dad soon. I thought this Christmas was going to be hard with me nearing the end of chemo but it's likely to be extra hard now. Life really is cruel at times!