just diagnosed and so scared

 I'm ok chemotherapy nurse rang to make sure I'm going tomorrow.  I am she went through everything again . It's all a worry I will probably come crashing down again soon . You ok?  Well actually I'mcrashing down now just got into bed that's not a good sigh . Black cloud ️ is over me at the moment X I ok? 

Keep postive I know its hard as I can't, it feels like your world has come crashing down and nobody but us know how it feels. Its good we have this chat for support x

Thankyou Key82  I have just come crashing down scared for first chemotherapy tomorrow can't believe it  how did all this happen to me ? Where did these tumors cone from? 

I know its shit, but you can beat this, Good luck tomorrow x

Thank you I will try and get up tomorrow more positive X 

So you be brave with oncologist and I wiill be brave with my MRI tomorrow. Not taking my partner , am taking my mum as she is more calming.    Let me know how it goes and what drugs they say they are going to use . We can compare as we both have same cancer type .  Were you offered gene test ? Xxx

Hey Jayne , the very best of luck tomorrow for the first chemo session . Just think this time tomorrow, 1 treatment - tick . You can do this . Huge hugs xx

Not yet but she did say I will be offered it, I will keep you updated big hugs x

Hi , will try and get my mood sorted out X I will let you know how I get on X 

You are braver than you think ,  stronger than you seem and loved more than you know . So go kick cancer in the butt xxx