Hi all,
I am about to begin chemoradiotherapy stage of treatment after rectal tumour found. Maybe I’m getting ahead of myself but the thing that terrifies me the most with all of this is the idea of a stoma bag. I know myself and my mind and what I can tolerate and lI’ve with, and that is one thing I know I will not be able to handle (even a temporary one)
I am wondering what options there are (have done a little googling but would like real life experiences)
thanks for reading, what a thing this is to go through for all of us
Much love
Hi Tom,
I was diagnosed in August 2023 with a very large, very low tumour – 4.7cm and 2mm from the anal verge. Thankfully there was no spread – M0 N0 V0. I was told that I would definitely be having a permanent stoma. I refused to accept this because it was not something I wanted and the decision was made before I had even commenced my treatment. I had 25 sessions of radiotherapy with Capecitabine (reduced dosage because I have DPD deficiency) and 3 rounds of Chemotherapy once my CRT had finished. In February this year I had an MRI and a CT scan to determine the effect of my treatment. I was told that there was still something showing on the scans, but it was too small to measure. However, because there was still something there, I would need a permanent stoma. I did not feel that I could go along with the decision without exploring all options. I knew, and accepted that if there was no alternative, life-saving surgery would be my only choice. Whatever remained of my tumour was small, so I requested a referral to Clatterbridge, to be considered for Papillon treatment (tumours need to be 3cm or smaller). I was told I would need to undergo an examination under anaesthetic and a biopsy before a referral could be made. This took place in March. Three weeks later I had an appointment to discuss my results. My biopsy results had come back clear. What had shown on the scans was scar tissue. I was fortunate to have had a complete clinical response to treatment and there is no evidence of disease. I was still offered the opportunity to have a referral to Clatterbridge, for a second opinion, which I gratefully accepted. I had my appointment last week, with Professor Myint, who carried out an assessment and confirmed that I have had a complete clinical response, there is no cancer present and no further treatment is required. I will, however, continue to be monitored and if, in the unfortunate event the cancer returns, Professor Myint has said he will treat it. I know that surgery is the ‘gold standard’ and I know that if the cancer returns there is always the possibility I may one day need surgery but at least I know I have explored all options. Everyone is different, and people respond to treatment in different ways, but I feel that not accepting surgery was the right thing for me.
Several people on this forum have been fortunate enough to achieve a complete clinical response, but whether to go ahead with surgery or not is a very personal decision. It’s important to do as much research as you can so that you know what options are available to you. There is a lot of information about Papillon on the Clatterbridge website and some very inspiring patient stories.
Good luck with your journey.
Hugs,
Susie 64
I had rectal tumour removed 8 weeks ago luckily no spread. I have a stoma which I was told before op but shoud be reversable. Hated the idea. You come round from op its there. It takes some getting used to but mine behaves itself normal output . five minutes to empty 10 mins max to chamge bag. Its not that bad. I thinkpeople who have most trouble are those who have bowel disease. Watch what you eat to begin with and my Stoma nurses have been brilliant.
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