Hi there, I’ve seen a consultant as my PSA was 77.7 and DRE was smooth on one side and hard/firm on the other. Next is an MRI and then prostate biopsy. The consultant seen me a week ago and he asked me if I have any pains in my body, which I replied no. However in the last few days my ribs are sore, and I’m really in a panic. My emotions seem to have built up over the last few weeks to this point and I’m struggling to keep control. It’s just my wife and me, and I have to be careful what I say to her as she gets very upset, and then I’m annoyed at myself, especially if I’m just thinking out loud without any sense to it. This is one giant emotional roller coaster. How can I stay positive when every thought is negative?