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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cfs-file/__key/system/syndication/atom.xsl" media="screen"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xml:lang="en-US"><title type="html">x_Lynnie_x</title><subtitle type="html" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/x_lynnie_x/atom</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/x_lynnie_x" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/x_lynnie_x/atom" /><generator uri="http://telligent.com" version="12.1.2.21912">Telligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)</generator><updated>2009-11-12T12:27:41Z</updated><entry><title>Hit me like a tonne of bricks</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/x_lynnie_x/posts/hit-me-like-a-tonne-of-bricks" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/x_lynnie_x/posts/hit-me-like-a-tonne-of-bricks</id><published>2009-11-12T11:27:41Z</published><updated>2009-11-12T11:27:41Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;3 days now since my wonderful Mum passed away and today it has just hit me like a tonne of bricks. Don&amp;#39;t know if its because the local paper is out today with the announcement in, making it official, or what but I don&amp;#39;t think I could ever feel as low as I do today.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Another mountain of cards has just dropped through the letterbox, with lovely&amp;nbsp;messages&amp;nbsp;in about mum and what a lovely lady she was, so why was she taken from us, why can&amp;#39;t they take the bad people away and leave the special ones. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I really thought I was coping quite well but I suppose this is what grief feels like, I know I am going to have lots of days like these but I just find it so hard.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Sorry for rambling but as I am sat at home on my own I just needed to get my feelings out.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=271131&amp;AppID=30144&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="feelings" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/x_lynnie_x/archive/tags/feelings" /></entry></feed>