7 month since i lost mum

2010-07-21T10:55:38Z

On July 22nd 2010, it will be 7 months since my dear mum died, every day seems to get harder and harder just getting out of bed is hard.

I can not see any light at the end of the tunnel, and as each day passes and we get nearer to christmas i get more upset,

And now i have to face a big operation on 11 August with out mum even though i am married my mum was always they for me, now my hubby may have parkinsons, what more can this life through at me.

AML

2010-07-20T13:07:00Z

Hi My name is Claire (wildman123) i am 37 years old, and i had to watch my mum go through kidney cancer and AML at the same time she was so ill, and i found it so hard to watch i spent months spending everyday at the hospital, and now i am totally lost, my life seems to have come to a stop, i have no intrest in anything anymore all i want is my mum back how long will i feel like this, unhappy, not sleeping, and no fun to be with,