tinkerbell70&#39;s blog https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/tinkerbell7001/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2009-06-27T11:24:50Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/tinkerbell7001/posts/5-years-on2011-01-25T19:47:06Z2011-01-25T19:47:06Z<p>i have now been signed off by my Oncologist after 5 years, very mixed emotions but so so happy</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=399017&AppID=29679&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/tinkerbell7001/posts/confused2009-06-27T10:24:50Z2009-06-27T10:24:50ZI was diagnosed with stage 1 womb cancer 3 years ago. I had a radical hysterectomy but was very fortunate as i did not need to have either radio or chemotherapy. However i did not have any children at the time and have struggled with this ever since. I have moved on with life as much as i can, i have been promoted in work, carried on being an aunty to 1 beautiful niece and 2 handsomemy nephews and they mean everything to me. i have a huge support network of caring and loving family and friends. I enjoy my holidays, eating out socialising etc, but everyday when i waken up i have a sick feeling , a huge feeling of emptyness. - Am i alone with these thoughts and feeling?? I should be celebrating life but i feel that i am in a quick sand senario that i cant get out of. I have been on anti-depressants but moved off them within 6 months , i attended the Maggie Centre for support but i cant shake this feeling. i thought that the passing of time may ease things but in all honesty i feel its getting worse.<div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=250290&AppID=29679&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember