will i be strong enough to stay a lot longer

2011-02-10T06:53:58Z

hi every on im Rob im 36 ive been on this site just over a week and has helped me i went to hospital tuesday for the final results whitch took 9 weeks and have been told i have a rare type of non small cell lung cancer spindle cell am very scared now ive been told next tuesday im goona get a couple of weeks radiotherpy to shrink the bit on my spine so it stops it pressing in the verves and i wont feel any more pain there and then 12 weeks of chemo to do the same to my lung then just made comfatble that i have about 2 years left i dont want to go in to years i want stay longer im not ready to go evey one says when they tell u this u always live a lot longer but on the true way how much longer can u fight.

i look at my son and have to keep leaving the room how do u make a day happy when thats all thats on ur mind

Thank u so much for taking the time to read this

Rob

The Waiting Game

2011-02-04T10:07:00Z

For any one that has been told they have cancer but not what one they have and it takes time to find out it can be very stress full to you and every one around you.you really do have to try and stay strong. i was told i had cancer b4 christmas 2010 and a week later after a pet scan told its spread to my spine so have a mass tumour aswell by my lung have had 2 biopsy's were some i now with a professor but im still waiting to find out what is got to see a doc on 7/2/2011 but ur find thay dont mean to but ur family and friends will stress you out but asking u every 5mins have they rung and when they have well what did they say and when u say dont know ur get back this is a joke now u can see what i mean thats all your here and it does stress u in the end the docs are not sitting drinking cups of coffee or trying to hide stuff from u some things are just harder than others and they want to get it right any one waiting please keeps ur chin up ur find out in the end :)

thanks for taking the time to read

Rob