https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/the_get_up_and_go_has_gone/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2010-03-23T10:39:29Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/the_get_up_and_go_has_gone/posts/the-get-up-and-go-has-gone2010-03-23T09:39:29Z2010-03-23T09:39:29Z<p>My motivation has legged it! I cannot be bothered at the moment to do anything and I don&#39;t understand if it&#39;s physical or pyschological. I have had a huge blast of radio last Monday on my spine (5 days worth in one hit) and the week before chemo, so I have been exhausted but feel I should be making the best of my life while I am able. I have always been an &#39;on the go&#39; person, busy, living life to the full and extremely motivated but now I just can&#39;t be asked! I hope I&#39;m not sinking into a depression, I don&#39;t think so. How can I motivate myself to get ready for the day, I really don&#39;t know anymore. So fed up with feeling this way, I want my previous life back I suppose..............</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=326159&AppID=30561&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember