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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cfs-file/__key/system/syndication/atom.xsl" media="screen"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xml:lang="en-US"><title type="html">susanah&amp;#39;s blog</title><subtitle type="html" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/susanah/atom</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/susanah" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/susanah/atom" /><generator uri="http://telligent.com" version="12.1.2.21912">Telligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)</generator><updated>2010-03-10T09:37:00Z</updated><entry><title>a poem by Ruth Ann Mahaffrey</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/susanah/posts/a-poem-by-ruth-ann-mahaffrey" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/susanah/posts/a-poem-by-ruth-ann-mahaffrey</id><published>2010-03-12T17:58:10Z</published><updated>2010-03-12T17:58:10Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Hi all this is Susanah.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;I just wanted to write a poem somebody sent to me after my husband died its called &amp;quot;A Letter from Heaven&amp;quot;.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To my dearest family, some things I&amp;#39;d like to say, but first of all to let you know that I have arrived O.K. I am writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above, where there is no more tears or sadness just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy because I&amp;#39;m out of sight, remember that I&amp;#39;m with you every morning noon and night.&amp;nbsp; That day I had to leave you when life on earth was through,God picked me up and hugged me and said I really welcome you.&amp;nbsp; It&amp;#39;s good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone, as for your dearest family they&amp;#39;ll be here much later on.&amp;nbsp; I need you here so badly, as part of my big plan, there&amp;#39;s so much that we have to do to help our fellow man.&amp;nbsp; Then God gave me a list of things he wished for me to do, and foremost on that list of mine is to watch and care for you.&amp;nbsp; And I will be beside you every day and week and year, and when youre sad I&amp;#39;m standing there to wipe away the tear.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;When your fast asleep and all the chores have taken flight, God and I will be closer to you, always through the night.&amp;nbsp; When you think of my life on earth and all those living years, because you&amp;#39;re only human they are bound to bring you tears.&amp;nbsp; Do not be afraid to cry, it does relieve the pain, remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.&amp;nbsp; I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned, but I can&amp;#39;t really let you know for you wouldn&amp;#39;t understand.&amp;nbsp; But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth&amp;#39;s no more, I am closer to you now than I ever was before.&amp;nbsp; And to my many friends, trust God knows what is best, I&amp;#39;m still not very far away from you I&amp;#39;m just beyond the crest.&amp;nbsp; It was always my philosophy, and I would like it for you too, that as you give unto the world, so the world will give unto you.&amp;nbsp; &lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;So if you help somebody who is feeling down and low, just lend a hand and pick them up as on your way you go.&amp;nbsp; When you are walking down the street, and youve got me on your mind, I am walking in your footsteps just half a step behind.&amp;nbsp; And when you feel a gentle breeze or the wind upon your face, that&amp;#39;s me giving you a great big hug, or just a soft embrace.&amp;nbsp; And when its time for you to go, from that body to be free, remember that you&amp;#39;re not going away you&amp;#39;re coming home to me.&amp;nbsp; And I will always love you, from this happy land above, I&amp;#39;ll soon be in touch again with you PS God sends his love.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THIS POEM ITS FOR ALL WHO HAVE LOVED AND LOST AND ALL THOSE WHO ARE GOING THROUGH BAD TIMES.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;lOVE SUSANAH&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=323323&amp;AppID=30517&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author></entry><entry><title>Hi</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/susanah/posts/hi" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/susanah/posts/hi</id><published>2010-03-10T08:37:00Z</published><updated>2010-03-10T08:37:00Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Hi&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I am not techno minded and am having a lot of trouble getting round this site.&amp;nbsp; I am 64 years old and am on the computer for 4 hours work a day but still find this a bit of a maze of confusion.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Just wondered if I could find anyone to chat with who is bereaved like me.&amp;nbsp; Lost my beloved husband September 27th 2009 and now my dog has passed on aged 14.&amp;nbsp; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Mike was a wonderful man, just 65 years old and it all started with a malignant melanoma which spread like lightening, after 9 months he died peacefully at home.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Since then life has been a battle, baby steps, then my dog passed so now I&amp;#39;m very alone except for my wonderful family, 2 daughters neither lives too close, but I do see them regulary, and 4 wonderful granddaughters.&amp;nbsp; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Anybody out there like to chat.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Best wishes&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Susanah&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=322070&amp;AppID=30517&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="bereaved" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/susanah/archive/tags/bereaved" /><category term="malignant" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/susanah/archive/tags/malignant" /><category term="Melanoma" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/susanah/archive/tags/Melanoma" /></entry></feed>