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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cfs-file/__key/system/syndication/atom.xsl" media="screen"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xml:lang="en-US"><title type="html">suef&amp;#39;s blog </title><subtitle type="html">suef&amp;#39;s blog </subtitle><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/suef/atom</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/suef" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/suef/atom" /><generator uri="http://telligent.com" version="12.1.2.21912">Telligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)</generator><updated>2009-07-16T16:05:09Z</updated><entry><title>Trying to pull myself together</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/suef/posts/trying-to-pull-myself-together" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/suef/posts/trying-to-pull-myself-together</id><published>2009-07-16T15:05:09Z</published><updated>2009-07-16T15:05:09Z</updated><content type="html">It&amp;#39;s now 7 weeks since my mastectomy and I feel that I should be able to get on with life and stop making a fuss but I can&amp;#39;t stop crying. I&amp;#39;m so exhausted but I&amp;#39;m not getting much sleep so I have no energy or enthusiasm for anything.   Friends and family keep trying to find nice things for me to do which is really sweet but I just don&amp;#39;t seem to enjoy anything at the moment. I know that I&amp;#39;m lucky that they found it early so I had to have much less treatment than so many others so I feel guilty for being like this but no matter how much I try I can&amp;#39;t pull myself together.&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=227771&amp;AppID=22409&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="energy" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/suef/archive/tags/energy" /><category term="Removing the breast" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/suef/archive/tags/Removing%2bthe%2bbreast" /><category term="mastectomy" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/suef/archive/tags/mastectomy" /></entry></feed>