sue0803&#39;s blog https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/sue0803/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2009-11-28T21:35:41Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/sue0803/posts/lost-my-hubby2009-11-28T20:35:41Z2009-11-28T20:35:41Z<p>I am Sue and I lost my wonderful husband, aged 42 on 4th September after only 6 weeks of illness.&nbsp; I am absolutely gutted and don&#39;t know what to do with myself.&nbsp; I have 2 young boys, aged 7 and 10 so I am kept busy, but all I really want to do is hibernate and get away from it all.&nbsp; I keep thinking he is going to come home from work and everything will be back to normal.&nbsp; I am dreading christmas - everyone is starting to get excited about it and talking about putting their trees up and I just want to scream at them!!!!!!! Is that really bad? </p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=276720&AppID=24719&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember