Stay positive&#39;s blog https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/stay_positive/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2009-02-11T14:21:03Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/stay_positive/posts/due-to-start-chemo-on-mon2009-02-11T13:21:03Z2009-02-11T13:21:03ZHi i&#39;m due to start chemo on mon and i&#39;m really scared and worried about the unknown. i will have FEC also known as 5FU. i&#39;ve read the leaflets i know the pros and cons but still feel like an angry selfish monster that wants to scream why me and shut myself away from the world and ignore everything please someone tell me this is normal and there is a light at the end of this tunnel because right now i&#39;m struggling to see anything. sorry to be on such a downer. Many thanks stay positive lol now you know the names just a cover xxxxxxx<div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=223061&AppID=18265&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember