Speaking to an empty room

Home At Last

2026-05-18T14:05:03Z

Dad was discharged yesterday afternoon ... We went and collected him from the hospital,he's to use a wheelchair because the walk to the main entrance from the ward was just too far and in his weekend state why walk when you can ride. He was knac...(read more)

A Mountain Left To Climb

2026-05-17T10:56:08Z

Well Dad had his operation ,almost six hours under anesthetic,the wait and the worry we're terrible but eventually we were told he's out and in recovery,and there he stayed in the post op recovery place for 24 hours because they'd no beds...(read more)

Long night

2026-05-11T11:44:07Z

I'm knackered ,terrible night ,no sleep.Whwn you're in bed at night,mind whirring ,every scenario playing out in you're head ,well sleep just doesn't happen .I tossed and turned for an hour,then thought sod it and started to read my k...(read more)

Want To Scream

2026-05-08T15:22:24Z

Well it was Dad's pre op at the hospital today,what a bloody farce getting to the hospital,road works everywhere,one way blood streets,diversions ,so bloody stressful,My husband took us but he got lost because the sat nav kept re routing us,but w...(read more)

D Day Looms

2026-05-06T07:40:41Z

This shit is becoming real and it's terrifying. Dad has his pre op on Friday but the surgeons secetary has phoned and given dad the date for the operation...Exactly a week today he'll be in hospital. Everything will be ok? It's got to be...(read more)

Screaming into my pillow

2026-04-29T13:06:27Z

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just want to scream I'm crying I'm swearing I'm literally tearing my my hair out I'm alone in the house,because,well you can't do this in front of others ,oh no,because you've to be strong.What ...(read more)