https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/sophm-s-blog/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2021-03-28T14:48:00Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/sophm-s-blog/posts/thinking-outloud2021-03-28T14:48:00Z2021-03-28T14:48:00Z<p style="text-align:center;">Thinking outloud</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Body&#39;s a little broken nightmares come to life</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Will I win this battle constantly on my mind&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Mask the fear away paint on a smile</p> <p style="text-align:center;">It&#39;s the only way the mind can survive</p> <p style="text-align:center;">My heart feels like it&#39;s breaking my mind&#39;s overthinking&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Constant racing&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Pulse too fast gets harder to breath panic of the unknown silently suffocating internally</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Close my eyes soul search for the beat 123 this is my mission to save little me&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Need a little hope need a little luck</p> <p style="text-align:center;">The days to be calmer the nights to be kind</p> <p style="text-align:center;">To break free from the demon that&#39;s attached deep inside to escape the poison that&#39;s slowly stealing my identity</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Why do I pretend fool myself again lonely clouds fill the&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Night sky angry clowns and divas drift on by&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Demons roam free from once upon a time the question&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Remains unanswered all the time&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Will tommrow bring tears or a smile&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Try not to overthink I&#39;m told bad days come and go</p> <p style="text-align:center;">It happens to us all I tend to go with the flow cling on to&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">A little hope million poeple come and go&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Steady fight with the need of a rush&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Never satisfied never enough time is precious delicate it&#39;s true</p> <p style="text-align:center;">2020 had us all feeling blue struggle to escape the lows&nbsp;</p> <p style="text-align:center;">The star&#39;s seemed dimmer hardly a glow</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Step by step day by day after all It&#39;s the only way</p> <p style="text-align:center;">Kill the shadows find the light the dream of a better life</p> <p style="text-align:center;">To go back to the girl I used to be to look at my children</p> <p style="text-align:center;">With a confident smile to be able say it&#39;s all gunna be alright</p> <p style="text-align:center;">To be able to say our happy ever after starts now it&#39;s our reality not just make believe in books we read on a night</p> <p style="text-align:center;">In order to change direction we gotta try!&nbsp;</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=719180&AppID=40357&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember