rosiemayhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/rosiemay/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2010-02-15T16:42:00ZWhy is it that people seem so smug and think that the love of their life will never die?https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/rosiemay/posts/why-is-it-that-people-seem-so-smug-and-think-that-the-love-of-their-life-will-never-die2010-02-15T15:42:00Z2010-02-15T15:42:00Z<p>Why is it , that people seem to think that it can never happen to them, the love of their life will never die.</p>
<p>I was also asked ;why are you still wearing your wedding ring? and isn't it about time you started going on a dating website ?</p>
<p>My Roger is the love of my life , or should i say was, he only died in November 2009, nearly 3 months ago, he was so brave , we were married for nearly 39 years, we had so many plans for our retirement, we did everything together, we never went out without kissing one another ,</p>
<p> I promised him I would be O.K, that i would carry on caravanning and i would stay cheerful , but it's so hard. You put this brave face on to go out, but your heart is broken. i have to push myself to do everything.</p>
<p>When does it stop hurting?</p>
<p>Anyone out there know? regards Mary</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=316558&AppID=30124&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember