pulleyhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/pulley/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2010-09-02T14:07:44Zlosthttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/pulley/posts/lost2010-09-02T13:07:44Z2010-09-02T13:07:44Z<p>thats how i feel, LOST.......i spoke to my mum, every day..we loved to moan!!! i miss that so much. i can see her now, sitting in my gardan, laughing and joking,, I WANT THAT BACK , RIGHT NOW...PLEASE......WHY WHY WHY . I THOUGHT ,you would always be here ,right here....but no, you really have gone. not in my heart, never ever but in every other sence....i hate it when the sun shines. i hate it when it rains, i hate it when the day brakes,,and my pain starts all over again...........missing you.....xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=364559&AppID=31097&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember