I want to ask.. how do you do this everyday, how do you get through..?
My father was diagnosed with cancer last week, primary lung with cardiac liver and lymph node involvement... Due to my job i have been able to look at my dads scan and am fully aware of the severity of the situation and limited choices that will be availible to. I am devestated and already feel like I am grieving his loss. I dont think its possible to cry anymore tears and i want to remain strong in order to support him over the coming months but the reality is that as soon as i imagine the possibility of losing him i break down. I have been unfortunate to lose so many friends and family over the past few years and i am not sure how well i am going to be able to cope with the reality of losing my father...at the moment less than well.
How do you do it?
