im a despairng sister with fears and hoplessnesshttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/myhope/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2010-02-19T23:38:42Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/myhope/posts/6-months-already2011-04-16T02:01:22Z2011-04-16T02:01:22Z<p>its been a long hard 6 months since trica left us.dont like to think about her but i know i need to come to terms just dont kow how to</p> <p>&nbsp;</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=417370&AppID=30473&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/myhope/posts/my-sisters-cancer2010-09-28T03:36:12Z2010-09-28T03:36:12Z<p>my darling wee sister has passed away.<br />she went peacefully in hospital,no pain,no worries,and her sisters with her through the night i hope she knew we were with her.God bless Tricia,ill miss u so badly. I love you x</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=316522&AppID=30473&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/myhope/posts/our-friend-and-sister-kath2010-07-21T20:20:40Z2010-07-21T20:20:40Z<p>A beautiful,loving girl,always had a word of comfort,a hug,we will miss her terribly,and mourn deeply for her.</p> <p>kath darling, be at peace now sweet sweet girl.</p> <p>well remember you always</p> <p>and love you.</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=354249&AppID=30473&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/myhope/posts/does-this-get-easier2010-05-08T13:16:39Z2010-05-08T13:16:39Z<p>will i ever get over my sister dying?</p> <p>my best friend,my daughter,(shes my daughter too,cos our parents died wen she was young and we were mum and dad to each other)</p> <p>my wee sister,is leaving us.i cannot express my feelings,its too deep and hurts so much its like someone reached in and tore some of my heart off,i have physical pain,from crying,i am weak with grief,and pleading.</p> <p>she has a few months at the most,thats it,we were told in feb,so all we have is the next few months</p> <p>how do i prepare,how do i hold her one last time,without dying with her how do my other sisters and i watch her go oh god its gut wrenching im so scared for her,i love her so much,i really do,i love my sister and i wish i could take her place</p> <p>just so she can have time with her kids,and her hubby&nbsp; i hate this disease it takes our loved ones away,</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=336548&AppID=30473&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/myhope/posts/no-title2010-02-19T22:38:42Z2010-02-19T22:38:42Z<p>my sister keeps tellin us im ok im ok dont worry she pretends shes alrite cos she doesnt want us fallin apart i am fallaing apart my sister is dying i cant help i cant take this from her i swear to god i wish i could pls god spare my sister</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=317863&AppID=30473&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember