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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cfs-file/__key/system/syndication/atom.xsl" media="screen"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xml:lang="en-US"><title type="html">MaryC</title><subtitle type="html" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/maryc/atom</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/maryc" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/maryc/atom" /><generator uri="http://telligent.com" version="12.1.2.21912">Telligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)</generator><updated>2009-10-29T07:53:21Z</updated><entry><title>Having Doubts re Chemo</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/maryc/posts/having-doubts-re-chemo" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/maryc/posts/having-doubts-re-chemo</id><published>2009-10-29T06:53:21Z</published><updated>2009-10-29T06:53:21Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Now almost 6 weeks since I had surgery for anterior bowel resection after they found a cancerous polyp in my sigmoid colon.&amp;nbsp; With cancerous cells found in 4 lymph nodes out of the&amp;nbsp;34 they&amp;nbsp;took out nearest the polyp.&amp;nbsp; All this started only about 2 months ago can&amp;#39;t believe it&amp;#39;s happening to me really.&amp;nbsp; It&amp;#39;s all been such a shock for husband and kids, daughter expecting her first baby at the end of March.&amp;nbsp; Due to go to hosp to have pic line fitted for 6 months chemo on Nov 12th, dreading it, people seem to have so many problems with it, beginning to have doubts about it if I&amp;#39;m honest.&amp;nbsp; Feel really well after the op and its as if the chemo is going to make me ill again.&amp;nbsp; &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Also cannot seem to contact my 2 friends Sandra and Angela, where are you,&amp;nbsp; I got your private messages and replied but don&amp;#39;t think you got them, am I doing something wrong, would love to talk with you again. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=266442&amp;AppID=30093&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="resection" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/maryc/archive/tags/resection" /><category term="colorectal" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/maryc/archive/tags/colorectal" /><category term="chemotherapy" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/maryc/archive/tags/chemotherapy" /></entry></feed>