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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cfs-file/__key/system/syndication/atom.xsl" media="screen"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xml:lang="en-US"><title type="html">mandyb76</title><subtitle type="html" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/mandyb76/atom</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/mandyb76" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/mandyb76/atom" /><generator uri="http://telligent.com" version="12.1.2.21912">Telligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)</generator><updated>2010-10-17T20:45:34Z</updated><entry><title>feeling down</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/mandyb76/posts/feeling-down" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/mandyb76/posts/feeling-down</id><published>2010-10-17T19:45:34Z</published><updated>2010-10-17T19:45:34Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;oh well its been the weekend, and all weekend I have felt down. Found out on thursday that dads psa level is raising and that the doctor isnt happy. So once again we are back to talk about another course of chemotherapy. Dads mood has changed and he is feeling really down and angry about it all. Saw him yesterday and he looked so sad and poorly. Cried for most of the weekend how much of this can 1 person take b4 they lose it. Dont feel like I can do anything. Just want 2 be able 2 take the pain away and let it all be ok.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=376716&amp;AppID=31217&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="chemotherapy" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/mandyb76/archive/tags/chemotherapy" /></entry></feed>