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<?xml-stylesheet type="text/xsl" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cfs-file/__key/system/syndication/atom.xsl" media="screen"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xml:lang="en-US"><title type="html">lilmisspinkx</title><subtitle type="html" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/lilmisspinkx/atom</id><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/lilmisspinkx" /><link rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/lilmisspinkx/atom" /><generator uri="http://telligent.com" version="12.1.2.21912">Telligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)</generator><updated>2011-01-05T17:49:01Z</updated><entry><title>uncertainity</title><link rel="alternate" type="text/html" href="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/lilmisspinkx/posts/uncertainity" /><id>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/lilmisspinkx/posts/uncertainity</id><published>2011-01-05T16:49:01Z</published><updated>2011-01-05T16:49:01Z</updated><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Hi there everyone,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;My dad was diagnosed with cancer of the gullet in november&amp;nbsp;, he is just eating soups and drinking protein shakes ! dad is also a diabetic aswell so hoping it doesnt interfere with this . Ive never expereinces any feelings like this before and am very scared for my dad and for my mum who is now his carer ! dads cancer is inoperable and he is due to start chemotherapy next week , i think he is starting to give up on things now though as he is in constant pain and has just no life about him anymore , i dont know what to say or do to help him through it ! and i really wnt a realistic view of whats ahead seeing as dads cancer is inoperable and he isnt going to get better :-( x&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div style="clear:both;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=393944&amp;AppID=31380&amp;AppType=Weblog&amp;ContentType=0" width="1" height="1"&gt;</content><author><name>Former Member</name><uri>https://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember</uri></author><category term="Eating" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/lilmisspinkx/archive/tags/Eating" /><category term="inoperable" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/lilmisspinkx/archive/tags/inoperable" /><category term="diabetic" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/lilmisspinkx/archive/tags/diabetic" /><category term="chemotherapy" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/lilmisspinkx/archive/tags/chemotherapy" /><category term="feelings" scheme="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/lilmisspinkx/archive/tags/feelings" /></entry></feed>