First of all guys I would like to say thanks to all for the messages of good luck for today. Well in a few hours I shall be back in that bloody hospital and having chemo number 18, Caeylx this time and luckily it only takes a hour which for me is great, all the others took 6 to 10 hours to administer (I had roots growing out my bum with the others!!!!!) Am I aprehensive about this lot....well yes I am to be honest, but…