I didn't sleep for a couple of days before the party in Leicester, I was like a child ready to set off to Disney Land, the excitement kept building up and up. I was going to meet some of my best cancer buddies who had supported me through so much and lifted my spirits when I was so low and so ill. I was going to go no matter what and when the bird says she is going to do something, she does!!!!! I am still buzzin from the day, I was so tired Sunday when I got back home but I couldn't sleep, but last night, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it was lovely, my head hit the pillow and it was lights out and I drempt I was still in Leicester with my friends. We had all been through so much and we talked and laughed, we had a few tears for friends lost, such a wide range of emotions in one place. At one point, the scars came out, it was like the scene in Jaws when the two guys are comparing shark bites they had, but we still laughed. Well guys I am off for chemo 19 today, so far the first Caelyx hasn't been too bad, not too much sickness or diar (oh I can't spell that) the trots will have to do, even that is not too bad, it helps having a stoma!!!!! I am planning on going body boarding this week regardless, well I was told I must not go near hot water and I am to have cool baths, so I can't see a problem, the sea is just a big salty bath to me!!!!! Right guys I am off to make myself a bacon butty and get another bucket of tea. Love and hugs to those who want them....Carol xx
I am not dying of cancer, I living with it....
