Cor, this chemo is trying to upset my routine, it will never do guys. I went body boarding after this second chemo, which was brilliant and was going to go yesterday but the old wanting to speak down the 'great white telephone' put pay to that. Picture, if you can, the bird hanging over the loo, saying 'I will not be sick, no, no no, I refuse to be sick' with a pack of anti sickness tabs in hand!!!!! I find talking to myself tends to help on occassions such as these!!!!! I also was a little peeved because I had planned to go out clubbing to but instead I stayed home and cooked myself a very hot Vindaloo because Henry my stoma was shutting down on me, which it tends to do with chemo and I can't be doing with being bunged up. You may or may not be please to know that the Vindaloo worked!!!!!! So if you are feeling a little down today, just picture the bird walking around her house talking to myself with the dog looking at me and thinking ' she ain't right in the head and you might just manage a little smile. Love and hugs to those who want them as always.....Carol x
I am not dying of cancer, I am living with it
