https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/kelhat87/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2011-07-30T13:04:49Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/kelhat87/posts/when-will-i-feel-better-does-is-get-any-better-please-help2011-07-30T12:04:49Z2011-07-30T12:04:49Z<p><strong>i have not written a blog before i am feelin very low and fed up. i just want me lovely dad back - i miss him&nbsp;every day, there is not a moment that goes by when i dont think about him.</strong></p> <p><strong>it has been 16weeks today since the time came when he shut his eyes and went to sleep, i remember it like it was yesterday, i was sat with him holding his hand.</strong></p> <p><strong>i know people tell me he is better off where he is now and he is not in any pain but i am, my heart is aching, i am feeling very alone even though i have my lovely family around&nbsp;me. every single&nbsp;friday and saturday i feel lost and alone these are the worst days of the weeks which go by.</strong></p> <p><strong>i wish i could just see hm again, i just wanna know he is alright, :( </strong></p> <p><strong>can anyone help me?</strong></p> <p><strong>i&nbsp;just want to know if this gets any &quot;better&quot;???</strong></p> <p><strong>xxxx</strong>&nbsp;</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=441727&AppID=32123&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember