Hi....its been 17 months now since i lost my partner Jools (Julian). I dont know why but over the past month or so, every thing is so raw again and i feel as though i am starting the grieving process all over again. I thought i was doing so well.....getting on with my life. putting the past behind me, looking forward. Now all of a sudden, its slap bang in my face. I am finding it hard to function.............everything is such a tremendous effort.............and those blasted tears keep falling. Trouble is after 17 months people dont seem to understand.....as up to date i have held myself together. Has anyone gone through the same.....................anyone got any words of wisdom.................
Kathryn x
