janjay&#39;s blog https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/janjay/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2008-06-14T06:49:40Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/janjay/posts/sun-eclipse2008-08-01T09:28:29Z2008-08-01T09:28:29ZI,ve always been interested in the natural world and today wanted to see the partcial eclpse of the sun as it may be the last time for me.Of course it was cloudy and raining,but just as the time came a little bit of blue sky drifted over and I thought if it just went over the sun it would be a miricle,and do you know what - it did for about 20 secs - and I saw the eclipse quite clearly.I gave my grateful thanks to whoever looks over us for the opportunity.I now do believe miricles can happen. <div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=216135&AppID=14354&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermemberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/janjay/posts/when-does-terror-change-to-acceptance2008-06-14T05:49:40Z2008-06-14T05:49:40ZYou would think that I would be able to deal with this by now,Hodgkins at aged 24,Breast Cancer 4 years ago and now 2 months ago diagnosed with Lung Cancer,but this time I feel I just can&#39;t fight it anymore and am filled with sheer terror that has taken over my life.I have been told that this will be followed by acceptance.Please can anyone tell me that this will happen soon,has it happend to you? Does it happen to every one? Jan.<div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=216130&AppID=14354&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember