https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/im_so_scared/atomTelligent Community (Build: 12.1.2.21912)2011-05-19T20:56:51Zhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer-blogs/b/im_so_scared/posts/im-so-scared2011-05-19T19:56:51Z2011-05-19T19:56:51Z<p>This week my mum was diagnosed with Lung Cancer.</p> <p>We are yet to see the Lung Specialists, we see them on Tuesday, we dont know what options we have or what stage it is classed at.</p> <p>I feel frightened, scared, angry - I feel like I want to curl up into a ball and come out when its all over, but&nbsp; for my mum I can&#39;t.&nbsp; She looks so well and fit, the Dr&#39;s have said they&#39;ve never seen a case like it, where the patient is showing no signs of lung cancer or any secondary cancer - hence they mis-diagnosed it at first.</p> <p>Im not sure Ive ever felt so sad.&nbsp; Its like someone has come and picked my whole family up and turned them upside down.&nbsp; </p> <p>I am wishing my days away at the moment, Tuesday 24th seems like a life time away at the moment.</p> <p>Im just so scared.&nbsp; I cant imagine my life without my mum xx</p><div style="clear:both;"></div><img src="https://community.macmillan.org.uk/aggbug?PostID=425596&AppID=31818&AppType=Weblog&ContentType=0" width="1" height="1">Former Memberhttps://community.macmillan.org.uk/members/formermember